Just I was going to bed....
I suddenly realize that, I am not really ready for this...
Is it because of the long duration?
Or it is some other external disturbances?
Sigh... why does it have to become like this?
It's like a test to me...
To test weather my words are true to trust or not...
Desperation... it's pointless...
Might as well don't rush...
But somehow, that feeling is still so strong...
Maybe I was afraid of something...
So confusing and I end up nothing in the end...
I know I am very serious at that time, and I really want it!
God, I know everything is in my hands, but please don't make this more worse anymore...
I don't want to write the "regret" word anymore....
It's already a few years since I left those feelings...
How long more until I reach those again?
Well, ain't complaining about anything...
Just feel that maybe writing out something in my head will make me forgot those problem...
To be happy of course... :)
Everything will be alright and back to their lanes...
Lovely, Charming...
Class & Mature...
That's what I like... <3
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