Sigh... I fail my biochem today... :\
feel like crying.. but.. tears and the mood wont come out...
Had I use to fail this kind of things? I think so.. =.=
Ah, just though of finishing exam on 21th and can go Moscow with friends..
Now I have to continue study biochem after 21th ...
To pass it at the end of June... So I can enjoy my holidays during summer
- said the Deans herself... hahaha.
Feeling like bad luck today..
Study the whole night.. 5 days... Gain nothing today...
What examiner asked me I was like TOTALLY don't know anything...
But quite true, I studied all the reaction but never understand the general things about it..
Other student who gets the Deans for examiner is so luck...
I think today all passed.. I am the only 1 who fail.. sigh..
Anyway, Can't be down now.. Got to stand up and work hard for the next 2 papers...
Today should relax till the max..
And start Physiology tomorrow..
Feel so bad for myself... I knew the problem in me.. but I can't counter it...
God bless me for the next paper...
I reply you here because I know normal ppl wont check on same thing for so many times
ReplyDeleteI already change. Everyday our msg is less than 30. Few days ago got ppl tell me Belle is his GF but i pretend I dont know anything. And honestly I dont care so much now because I trust him.
I wrote my thought in my new post.
We didnt skype for so long dy. He said he is busy with exam. He totally ignores me. In front of his friend he says he is single.
I try to talk with friends, boy n girl. He said i didnt change n still flirting with my friends.
I wont keep msging him to ask him to reply or what. I never never ask him where is he or what is he doing now anymore. When I go to bed every night he sure havent slp but i din tel him im going to slp because im still waiting for his msg. But he wont msg me tells me he is going to slp. When i wake up i wont msg him too because i scare i will disturbing him to rest.
His last paper is on 23rd but he is coming back on 30th, arriving on 1st. The thing hurt most is my birthday is on 29th. The reason he give is no seat available for them anymore.
Fine, I believe this...
What i will do now is wait until he finish his exam n then we will solve it.