I can't even sleep properly yesterday.
Too sad I think.
My parents tell me not be too sad. But can I?
Will they believe if I tell them, "I am completely ok"
What kind of feeling is that when you are told that you are ok and the reality is that you really aren't?
Well, I am alright. I have been through a lot of fails in exam during my secondary school. why not this?
It's just because I am afraid to repeat year, which will delay my time to graduate and become a doctor.
It's just BECAUSE I WANT TO SAVE PEOPLE WITH MY HANDS, NOT MY DAMN BRAIN.
Why is it I fail again.
I haven't experience this before..
Fail an exam twice..
Maybe i am not well prepared. Said the professor.
Or you are too strict. said my heart.
Non can be blamed.
No use to keep worrying and thinking. non of them help.
I still got to live.
For my bright future.
So why stop here?
This is just a test before I can face even more extreme failure in my life.
Just 1 small part of it.
Alright. I am ok.
Rest well and and it is time, its time to go for it.
Alfred : "Why is it that we fall, Master Wayne? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up."
Wayne : "You haven't give up on me don't you?"
Alfred : "Never. :) "
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